i am also a mermaid

 

Taken as a direct quote from the book, Julian is a Mermaid, a children’s story of queer acceptance by Jessica Love, this piece reflects on the intricacies of parenting under cis-het-patriarchy while being an artist.

 

The name states baldly, that despite dedicating myself to art practice and research concepts, I can also often be found (at my children’s behest) in imaginal realms. I make work, but i am also a mermaid (or a cat, or a baby, or a builder).

The forms overwhelm the wall yet move playfully across it. Despite drowning in domestic duties, I am also enlivened and enriched by being a parent. Our life is a sea of chaos, but i am also a mermaid, at home in these choices.

Cast in milk- and water-based concrete from empty baby wipe packets, the piece asserts that despite receiving/performing normative shapes, there can still be disruption. In the original story, Julian’s desire to dress as a mermaid is affirmed by his nana, in my case I am nonbinary/ace but cis-het-passing, and appear to inhabit a gender-normative role, the piece affirms for me that however I am perceived, I know i am also a mermaid.

21 grey concrete forms, all of similar size and most of them rectangular, are arranged in a flowing shape, like a shoal of fish, that travels up a white wall
i am also a mermaid
three grey concrete forms, one shiny and rectangular, the others dull, smaller, and irregular in shape arranged in a triangular shape and balanced on nails hammered into a white wall
plastic-cured and air-cured water-based concrete
a grey concrete form with richly textured surface covered in white and brown marks against a white wall
milk-based concrete
a grey concrete form with richly textured surface covered in white and brown cracks and peeling flakes against a white wall
milk-based concrete